Walk with me...

…..This isn’t a story about how girls are evil or how love is bad, this is a story about how I learned something and I’m not saying this thing is true or not, I’m just saying it’s what I learned. I told you something. It was just for you and you told everybody. So I learned cut out the middle man, make it all for everybody, always. Everybody can’t turn around and tell everybody, everybody already knows, I told them. But this means there isn’t a place in my life for you or someone like you. Is it sad? Sure. But it’s a sadness I chose. I wish I could say this was a story about how I got on the bus a boy and got off a man more cynical, hardened, and mature and shit. But that’s not true. The truth is I got on the bus a boy. And I never got off the bus. I still haven’t

I read somewhere that tumblr is a place without judgemental douches bags. I can post whatever I want without being embarrassed or scared so here I go……I’m.Gunna regret this later but whatevs.

Facebook Convo: Girl: Shut up your a dude, were’s your cockiness ?

Me: lol cockiness? im sorry but im not a cocky douche bag. You see the picture of me, you see that guy? That’s the guy girls walk by like I’m nothing. Just because I don’t have “swagg” or I don’t hit on them enough. Im shy , content and kind. Im not like other guys out there that trys to pull “bitches.” Im just an average nice guy always has been always will be. The guy that holds the door open, the one that says bless you when you sneeze, the one that goess out of his way to help others even if they never help me in return, the guy thats willing to give more than recive, the guy that would rather chill at home watch a movie with some nice hot coco on a cold night. The man that would rather visit hang with his baby brother over the weekend instead of partying with his friends, the dude that would rather cook his girlfriend some soup when shes sick, the guy that gives up a online game of Battlefield 3 just because his girl wants to play and fuck up my kill death ratio.

Girl : …………. 30 mins later.. sorry I took so long I cried a little bit, really couldn’t think of a word to say. Im honestly amazed…

Alone bored, no school because holiday. I sure do wish i had a better half to hang with me and have a DBZ marathon today :\ guess ill have to do it all awone.

MY POKE’ SWAG LOL

You don’t want love, you love the idea of love. but the reality is, its just a drain on your time, your wallet, and your emotions. And, in the end, it will break your heart. You see, because no matter how much you care for someone, they have no real feelings for you.